not just now, but forever

so here i am at almost one in the morning finding yet another way to procrastinate. blogging. i'd like to share a thought i had driving to school this morning, well, technically yesterday morning, but whatever. anyways. i was thinking about how stressed out i was feeling this week because of all the major assignments that were due. i decided to pray about and naturally said, "just help me through today." then i kept thinking, "just help me through this week." after that i can handle it myself. i still continued thinking, "i could keep going on like this forever." i can't just ask God to help me through a short time. i need to ask Him to help me forever. i can't just rely  on him for a while while things are hard until i feel as though i can handle it on my own. when i try to handle things on my own is when the stress arrives and i need God's help the most. so those were my early morning thoughts today. i know, pretty deep for being sleep-deprived, but maybe it's just what God needed me to hear. so there's that. think about it, as i continue to think about it too.